I must say that it was a pleasant surprise to read from you after such a long time, and what made it even better, is the fact that I don’t quite remember the last time I received a letter. It reminded me of high school days!
The going has been great, though I won’t be honest to myself if I lie that I haven’t missed you; I still miss and remember the late night phone calls SMS, EMAILS and coffee dates with nostalgia.
I know this will be shocker because through the entire affair and the events that followed I kept a brave face, but truth be told, I was HEARTBROKEN miserably 🙁 I had many questions than answers as to why, a guy like me would be turned down by a chick. I have always believed that am on top of things and any girl who is worth her salt couldn’t turn down my hand in marriage. Up to now I still don’t understand but thank God you tried to shed some light on that.
I still remember the first time I saw you 🙂 One thing that attracted me to you is your simplicity, complexion and your down to earth nature and the fact that you were bespectacled 🙂
I want to admit here that marriage is a very sensitive issue that before one gets into it they must be sure that they have really heard from God; Marriage is supposed to be a life time contract and therefore its foundation must be strong for it to survive the challenges of life and that’s why I respected your decision.
Immediately after our break up or after noticing your reluctance, I hooked up with someone else whom later on I realized that I didn’t actually love them but I used them to help my healing. That chick still hates me up to now. For the last few months I have been seeing someone else, but as things stand now, I doubt if it will lead to the altar.
Just from the word go I realized that you were very possessive and that u wanted me for you alone. Another thing that you had problem with was my very outgoing nature and I believe this made you very insecure, but there was nothing I could do about them because I wanted to be free to be me and to be accepted just the way I am.
I want to say thank you for letting me into your world. Am not sad that things didn’t go the way I expected them to go, rather am happy that I got to know you. I still remember the fish dates at Kosewe 🙂
Before I sign out, I want to say that I wish you well, and one favor please, I would like to do a fish date with you soon.